Material

You think you know me

Everything I do

You think you own me

Just because I own you

And you think I never cry

Just because I'm not crying now

But I feel so useless

I feel so small

Now, my heart is so material

Everywhere around

And I wished they feel what I felt

When I was so down

They all seems so good and happy

Like they've never been more healthy

I wish I could feel the same

I wish I could feel no pain

They look at me like I'm the blame

I tried to didn't mistake again

But everytime, everytime's the same

My heart jumps when I get this way

You don't even see me

What is in my eyes

I think nobody gets it

The way I feel inside

They don't have nothing in mind

They wanna live the way they like

I wanna feel this way too

And I feel like I deserve to

All I do is look up to something

Somethings that's so high

But they're so close to my eyes

Isn't it weird?

My happiest moments are always by your side

But everytime that I'm alone

You're never there to see me cry