i’m really tired of this situation
your heart is difficult.
your answers are difficult.
you say “i love you” —
but these are just words.
why can’t you love me?
i’ve known you since childhood,
but i still don’t understand you.
i’ve told you how i feel
so many times,
and you still ask
“why didn’t you tell me?”
remember that day
we planned to talk?
it never happened.
i was afraid —
and i know you were too,
even if you never felt anything.
maybe I was deluding myself
into thinking you could be more
than just a friend.
or maybe i’m just crazy for thinking
that we could happened.
is this love?
i really don’t know.
but if it is,
i don’t think i like it anymore.
i tried to forget you —
i swear i tried.
but i can’t live without you.
all i want to do is love you.
but now i have my final answer:
we can’t be friends anymore.